Sunday, May 29, 2011
Erin's treasured Tegan is miles from where she is at, cross country to be exact. She learned of this treasure weeks back, ever since then that is all she can think about. Erin may seem lucky to have found her treasure yet still just like the fine print at the bottom of a contract, Erin's new finding comes at a high price.....the thousands of miles of distance that keeps them apart.
Saturday, May 28, 2011
Molly just wants to forget! She Just wants to let go! She needs to move on!
In an attempt to achieve ALL of the above, she has turned her feelings off. Having her life be ran by her emotions is no longer an option plus is getting too old. How many more times will she need to get burned? Molly has turned off her feelings and has shut out the world, she has checked out, she has not given up though. Deep down inside there is a tiny ray of something, a something she's still treasuring, the little something that one day she will share with her Tegan!
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Morgan is getting used to losing sleep over her Tegan. Her days and nights roll together, she is perpetually stuck on a 24 hour cycle. Sometimes she wonders if her Tegan even remembers about her existence. Though many times, in the middle of the night, she wants to call...she never does. She always wonders about the what if's. Truth is, Morgan is just afraid of putting herself out there. Perhaps she is concerned with remaining awake for the rest of her life due to every Tegan in her life. Morgan is also a workaholic.
Monday, May 23, 2011
Misty always sits in the corner. People always notice her and wonder what she is all about. People seem intrigued, she is just so pretty but so uninterested in everyone else. People watching is what she likes to do, really! So while she quietly sits at the bar just watching everyone around, deep down inside she just wants for her lovergrrrl to come over and sweep her off her feet. Misty is not a loner, she is just alone, not by choice....well not always anyways!
Saturday, May 14, 2011
Brandy always wears her heart on her sleeve! She is in love with being in love and has no reservations about giving it all. She feels alive when she's found the "one" and wants to die when the "one" denies. Sometimes she has high expectations that end up disappointing her, yet still she never gives up the battle. She picks herself up every time she goes down, and proudly displays the scars left behind by the jabs to the heart she's recovered from. She's considered a catch by most, but she doesn't know that....yet!
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
I wrote this letter for my Tegan. I've held on to it for a while now, yet I never had the nerve to deliver it to her. Many of us had put thoughts in paper, thoughts that we would want to share with our lover, but our ego's get the best of us, so we rarely follow our hearts, we are silently crying in the inside. Here is MY letter to my Tegan, whomever finds it can deliver it to her!
I just want to tell you how truly sorry I am for what happened between us. It tears me to shreds and I am losing sleep everyday just knowing that we could have potentially been great together, but I ruined that. I am really sorry for not being able to be myself with you, and not being able to open up to you, what you saw of me was a poor reflection of my broken heart and my lack of trust. My fear of getting hurt again caught up with me this time, only to leave me even more tarnished. I am sorry that I wasn’t able to show you the real me, the me you would have totally adored. I am sorry I denied you the opportunity to get in my head and truly see me for who I am, I am sorry that I did this to the both us. I am sorry I denied myself the opportunity of being with you and I am sorry I robbed you of the chance to change with me and grow with me. I hope to see you again one day. I hope I can offer you more then. I hope that by the time this reaches you it won’t be too late.
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Anna couldn't come to terms with the idea of having lost something. She knew she was missing something, yet she wasn't certain what it was. In no time she started losing sleep over her love. Though she tried to block every memory, though she tried to ignore every feeling, all the repressed memories she has bottled in, resurface when when she sleeps. Anna would much rather be awake than asleep and dreaming of sharing great times with the woman she loves. She knows that when she is awake, she can at least control her thoughts, she knows that when she is awake, she doesn't have to worry about waking up the next morning asking herself "Why?".
I left this one at Henry's on North East Street, in Downtown Indy!